Allen Yeh
07-24-2007, 10:49 PM
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Before my wife's surgery I had only heard about oxycontin when people talked about painkiller addiction briefly on the news here and there. Now as my wife has been trying to get off of this I am only too aware of how terrible this stuff is.
Initially after her surgery they had her on a morphine drip and moved her to a combination of percoset and oxycontin 3x a day. That combination didn't seem to be able to do much to diminish her pain and so after 3 days they moved her to a oxycontin 3x a day and oxycondone(liquid oxycontin basically) 6x a day. It worked great for the pain though it left her a bit foggy somedays.
Fast forward to mid July, as she started to cut back on the oxycontin/oxycodone combination she started getting progressively tired though at the time we had no idea what was causing her to feel worse all of a sudden. Last week at her doctors appointment with the neurologist he was somewhat shocked when he heard that they had sent her home with a 30 day supply of oxycontin/oxycondone without instructions to ramp down (other than going by feeling). He promptly told her to stop the oxycontin and switched her to vicodin.
This is where the fun begins, thursday was her first day without it and she felt more alert than she had for weeks even though the pain was considerably worse. Friday, the pain was till there but other than being a bit tired, nothing much else to report other than some weird mood related things. Saturday wasn't too bad, Sunday was terrible, everything I had seen on tv/movies about heroin withdrawal was what was happening in my house AND we weren't told/warned at all other than what I decided to research via google. Hot/cold flashes, curled on the floor, puking, so dizzy that she couldn't stand, uncontrollable mood swings (bawling about anything/everything to pissed off about the same things), couldn't keep any food down, water the only thing she could keep down at all until monday afternoon.
She's doing better now but still has moments where she just incapacitated and then seems ok and is able to keep her food down.
This makes me think about what went wrong??? Was the hospital wrong for not sending her more specific instructions? Was her doctor wrong for not warning her at all? Were we wrong for not doing out research about this drug before agreeing to her taking it a total of 9x/day some days?? Now she refuses to take her vicodin also saying that she'd rather be in pain than to go through anything like right now, and while part of me understands that, another part of me is afraid the pain will be too much.
Final message:
Of course it's easy for me to say, don't take/let loved ones take oxycontin but being/seeing a loved one in extreme pain is no great treat either.
Rant off
Before my wife's surgery I had only heard about oxycontin when people talked about painkiller addiction briefly on the news here and there. Now as my wife has been trying to get off of this I am only too aware of how terrible this stuff is.
Initially after her surgery they had her on a morphine drip and moved her to a combination of percoset and oxycontin 3x a day. That combination didn't seem to be able to do much to diminish her pain and so after 3 days they moved her to a oxycontin 3x a day and oxycondone(liquid oxycontin basically) 6x a day. It worked great for the pain though it left her a bit foggy somedays.
Fast forward to mid July, as she started to cut back on the oxycontin/oxycodone combination she started getting progressively tired though at the time we had no idea what was causing her to feel worse all of a sudden. Last week at her doctors appointment with the neurologist he was somewhat shocked when he heard that they had sent her home with a 30 day supply of oxycontin/oxycondone without instructions to ramp down (other than going by feeling). He promptly told her to stop the oxycontin and switched her to vicodin.
This is where the fun begins, thursday was her first day without it and she felt more alert than she had for weeks even though the pain was considerably worse. Friday, the pain was till there but other than being a bit tired, nothing much else to report other than some weird mood related things. Saturday wasn't too bad, Sunday was terrible, everything I had seen on tv/movies about heroin withdrawal was what was happening in my house AND we weren't told/warned at all other than what I decided to research via google. Hot/cold flashes, curled on the floor, puking, so dizzy that she couldn't stand, uncontrollable mood swings (bawling about anything/everything to pissed off about the same things), couldn't keep any food down, water the only thing she could keep down at all until monday afternoon.
She's doing better now but still has moments where she just incapacitated and then seems ok and is able to keep her food down.
This makes me think about what went wrong??? Was the hospital wrong for not sending her more specific instructions? Was her doctor wrong for not warning her at all? Were we wrong for not doing out research about this drug before agreeing to her taking it a total of 9x/day some days?? Now she refuses to take her vicodin also saying that she'd rather be in pain than to go through anything like right now, and while part of me understands that, another part of me is afraid the pain will be too much.
Final message:
Of course it's easy for me to say, don't take/let loved ones take oxycontin but being/seeing a loved one in extreme pain is no great treat either.
Rant off