Went back and watched your video a few times. For five months of training, that's awesome. At this stage, you're like me - still wanting to lose the fear and get under the weight, right? Give it time. I am. I will consider competing when I turn 40
, plus I hope to be somewhere close to 105 by then.
Congratulations on the "cowboy up" because so few of us have the true commitment to don the singlet and hop on the stage. My thoughts and admiration go out to you and your effort as well as the commitment/sacrifice you made in training and getting ready for the event. Excellent work.
All the best,