Welcome to the board.
I also think that posting on a public forum might get me to push myself a bit more.
It took me a while to do it but posting your goals on a public forum will help push yourself a lot more. Best of luck.
"And for crying out loud. Don't go into the pain cave. I can't stress this enough. Your Totem Animal won't be in there to help you. You'll be on your own. The Pain Cave is for cowards.
Pain is your companion, don't go hide from it."