Sorry, I googled "missing soul" + study + SSRI and didn't get a fount of scientificals....
I understand what the med lit says, it's the spin that's judgey, your experience notwithstanding. I'm sure, as a Dr., you'll appreciate the baby/bathwater analogy. Certainly there are terrible sides and certain populations for whom SSRI's lead to terrible effects...then there's another set of populations for whom they are lifesavers.
JK about the google part...google is not researching, it's just changing the channel. and for the record, all my psychoactive drug use is self prescribed.